I HAVE THE POWER

DECISION MAKING AND THE FACT THAT WE CREATE OUR OWN REALITY.

When trying to make decisions: I, having at one time in my life gone a complete annihilation of my self-esteem and decision making process, because no matter which decision I made, the lovely people at the rehab clinic I was in after having sustained these injuries:

1) Severe cerebral concussion and contusion
2) Right temporal bone fracture
3) Right basilar skull fracture
4) Left transverse humerus fracture, midshaft
5) Left transverse comminuted tibial and fibular fracture
6) Soft tissue infection, multiple sites, organisms, enterobacter cloacae, Enterobacter aerogenes, group D enterococcus, Klebsiells, oxytoca; and Bacillus subtilis
7) Bacteremia Organism, Salmonella enteritidis
8) Right retroperitoneal hematoma
9) Right acromioclavicular joint separation
10) Multiple abrasions and contusions
11) Aspiration bronchitis, organisms, Staph aureus, Enterobacter aerogenes and Pseudomonas putida

degraded me!

They made me feel like everything was my fault and that I was an incompetent moron and that it was probably my fault that I was hit by a reckless/mentally-incapacitated driver.

I HAVE MOVED ON FROM THAT AFTER DISCOVERING THE FACT THAT I CAN USE MY POWER OF THOUGHT TO TOTALLY REVERSE THE DAMAGE, AND TO COMPLETELY HEAL ALL PHYSICAL AND MENTAL AILMENTS !!!

When I first read that TANTRA and the power of thought could do this, I was an unbeliever until my life finally came to the point of, "Well, I might as well try this because all else has failed!". The Chiropractors, nurses, and especially the doctors had me chasing rainbows by telling me that they could help me (but all they helped themselves to was my money!)

So for the first time since the accident, I believed in myself again because I had a life to live and no one was going to stop me from living it to the utmost possible degree!!!

So, I set out to make my own decisions all based on what I really want.

AND IT ALL STARTED WITH THE THOUGHT THAT I WILL AGAIN BE IN THE SHAPE I WAS IN BEFORE THE ACCIDENT AND POSSIBLY EVEN SURPASS THAT TO INFINITY (after all, what other option was there save for that of being contented with being incapacitated by someone else's negligence and merely existing until that fateful day when death comes knocking at your door) .

BECAUSE OF THIS ATOM-SPLITTING DECISION, MY POWER OF THOUGHT HAS PROVEN ITSELF TO BE A POWERFUL ALLY AND I NOW HAVE NO PROBLEM MAKING DECISIONS!

I DON'T ASK OTHER PEOPLE WHAT DECISION WOULD BE BEST FOR ME BECAUSE THAT WOULD EMPOWER THEM TO EFFECT MY LIFE, AND SINCE MANY OF MY SO-CALLED "OLD FRIENDS" AND RELATIVES WOULD JUST LOVE TO SEE ME COMPLETELY DEVASTATED, I WILL NOT GIVE THEM THAT POWER! I JUST KEEP GETTING RICHER (IN EVERY SENSE) AND HAPPIER BY BEING MORE OUT THERE!!!! 

I LOVE THREE THINGS:

I LOVE LIFE!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE MYSELF!!!!!!!!!!!!

I LOVE MY FREEDOM!!!!!!!!!!

AND...NO ONE WILL EVER STEAL THEM FROM ME EVER AGAIN BECAUSE I SIMPLY WILL NEVER GIVE THEM THE POWER TO DO SO!!!!

UPDATE SEPTEMBER 15, 2009: Through the continuous use of massage, walking and diet, I have brought my lower left leg to the point it was directly before the accident! ... AND THEY SAID IT COULDN'T BE DONE!!!

BULLSHIT!!!

IF I CAN LITERALLY RESHAPE THE FORM OF MY LEG THROUGH SHEER WILL AND DETERMINATION, THEN...

I CAN DO ANYTHING!!!